Tuesday, August 5, 2014

How Do I Say This (Draft Lyrics)

This is goodbye
I dont even know why I fucking try
I guess Ill lie and say Im glad
To be alive
Born alone Ill die the same
Dont call my phone
Dont call my name
Girl
I want you
but I dont have the strength to take you
on oh no
Im lost in your eyes
what if your fake?
It wouldnt suprise
me?
wait
Who am I again?

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Blood Soaked And Lonely Lyrics

Blood soaked and lonely all over again
Im over my friends
Im over the end
You thought that I knew
That we are this way
Well I must confess
I will not play
Your cheap games just like those cigarettes
Well at least I can choose that kind of death
You dont see anything
You will buy everything
You dont see our frozen sun
Say goodbye to everyone


Looking past your empty eyes
I look for answers no disguise
I know demise I know remorse
So if your glad to see me get off your horse
I know the pain I know it hurts
but we're all animals in the dirt
so play with me ill play with her
throw you in the trash and watch it burn
youre a fucking whore and im a fucking dick
I guess that shows how were fucking sick

no cure x5(maybe)

Monday, May 19, 2014

I Don't Know What To Call This

She helps me hold on Even though I let her go Years ago shes still strong Perfect does not compare Its a blessing To breathe the same air She makes sure to be nice She knows I'm a bomb plus a poltergeist Minus her and I would be alone The time spent is a blur It makes me never want to go home

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Head + Window

I want to act impulsive Smash the glass in pieces like my soul is I know wrong I know right I hate your song so I write I cannot escape far enough Chase me down for scars and such Love pain search for neglect Cocaine games life is debt

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Desensitized To Good Feelings

Its been a while since I felt this way Contempt happy finally letting bad things fade Writing this and screaming that Finding bliss in these meaningless acts Meaningless to a part of me Meaning something to parts of me Trapped in the dark Lights help me see

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Transition


Feeling empty
Eccentric simply
Temptation
And her imp like beings
Sometimes make me envy
What am I missing?
The transition of feelings
Should be somewhat
Uplifting
Its more…
Unlike any other
The split second
Of true emptiness
The millisecond
Of that tear drop
To the smile
That makes the tears stop
It’s a matter of here and now
Thinking always in the present
And never questioning how
It might seem impossible
Otherworldly and hostile
But I found it in the lost pile

Saturday, March 29, 2014

melancholic

Its my weak spots

Bleach spots

Deep thoughts

Semi-speech thoughts

For reasons I would leak lots

Only to stain clean spots

Wishing this dream stops



My head trips



Heavy speech


Lead

Lips